Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Family

Alvin
Amira
Audrey
Brenda
ChouKin
GhimHian
Jasmin
JiaYuan
Joseph
LohBiao
Melvin
Samson
Sheryl
Stanley
WanLin
YongShen

Ministry of Savoir-Faire

HEY!!!.. chem paper was todae.. whew... it was a tough paper yet boring paper to handle manz... but sth weird abt mi is tt all the ques i thought i knew how to do during the exam time.... after it i realised i was wrong.. like wat the... haha its always the case.. i can evaluate the ques beta AFTER the paper... like someone stab a knife into mi manz...

Hmm.. i tink this entry will be quite a morbid one... bcoz firstly i had a dream of myself dying the nite bfor... it was like i'm just standing there look at the "guards of paradise" to take mi away from the living world... leavin all my loved ones cryin for my departure... The dream itself was quite weird but i could see tt it happen during one of the sats trainin... i was actually enjoying the trainin and offered to buy drinks for everybody... den i saw tons of "people" infront of mi.... lookin at mi... but as usual i din realli went to bother abt it... den suddenly i just passed out... den the guards came and too my soul away... Jaysen and everybody was there... i felt the pain jaysen was going through.. my heart was so pain and just felt like going back to life.. but why i cant... for sometime i realised sth was wrong with mi... and tt there is someone always nx to mi but who is it... is it here to take mi where i truely belong...

I cant bare to leave this world yet.. even though my life is in total mess... there are tons of ppl loving mi out there... tons tt nid my help and tons for mi to care for... i cant leave now... even though i was hopin to die one day.. or get my memory erased... but now NO!... my memories are too precious to be erased... too valuable for mi to live on... haha.. this may sound silly but i had a death will written in my head... and its for everybody... haha dun laugh at it... though it sounds silly... but for the fun of it.. haha

After i have left, plz do not shed a tear for mi... do not tink too much of the past, do not take mi things and sniff it den burst out in tears.. haha

Jaysen plz dun sob over my death... get a new gf hu is beta den mi and be happy... plz remember to contorl ur finance well and dun get over stressed with it...
Zhu find a gf for goodness sake, haha mei wen not bad oso lehz.. try cutting those 8 packs of fats into 2 packs can.. u look nicer in it...
Kar Jun get rid of those pimples dudes.. haha oya yuqi not a bad gal u noe..
Morgan try getting a hp... u will nid it..
Sun Hong i got nth to say abt u.. but juz stay cool
Derek Kor try to relive urself of ur hurting past relationship... remember the sun will disappear and reappear the nx day... and TADA a new day is born.. so can a new relationship...

haha for now.. i onli thought of those... from now on i will always add a will in my every single entry so tt incase my dream comes to live.... i will not nid to worry abt them...