Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Family

Alvin
Amira
Audrey
Brenda
ChouKin
GhimHian
Jasmin
JiaYuan
Joseph
LohBiao
Melvin
Samson
Sheryl
Stanley
WanLin
YongShen

Ministry of Savoir-Faire

hmmm... i realli dunno how to start from here actually... suddenly wanted to have this blog.. currently studying for my o's tml, which is my ss paper.. got abit bored so juz wanted to pin down my thoughts of the day...

i sometimes wonder why life is so wonderful and yet so hurtin... there were moments when i love it so much and moments when i juz wanna cry my heart ou without even noticin where the prob started from... For example, todae i was recollecting my weekends with Jaysen, watchin white chicks, had a great lunch, hugged on to him and juz din wanna let go... Den suddenly i had a "vision" of wat happened between mi and my ex, John.. I remembered tt he wanted to break becoz he wanted to study and he tot i was too clingy on him... and there were times when i din wan him to send mi home as i din realli like tt... i suddenly had a cool shiver down my spine... i tot to myself, am i acting the same when i'm with Jaysen... Is he afraid of mi?

But den i tot of another thing, i realised i always wanted Jaysen to send mi home... did i gave Jaysen more space den i gave to John... Did i learnt my lesson den or am i realli changing as i love Jaysen dearly?? Sometimes i do wonder...?

And worst of all, i feel tt i'm a flirt... I guy hopin to say truthfully! i liked another den got ditch, fell for another but remained silent.. den now i'm saying i Love U.... ain't its ironic!! but i'm sure the feelin i get whenever i'm with Jaysen is different from all the feelins i get any i'm with any guy... I'm always feelin this tinkle in my heart when i noe i'm meeting him soon... i get all frantic juz waiting for the time to pass by as i noe i'm getting to hold his hand soon... i cant slp as i noe tt he is comin my house the nx mornin to kiss mi up.... i get anxious juz to hear my hp beep as an sms was sent by him... is this called love... i'm pretty sure it is!

The lovelorn stage is over.... I'm starting a whole new stage....