Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Sunday, December 05, 2004
I'm sad...
Was sick for a few days... juz felt beta so decided to come online... haiz fridae had a camp, went to camp den fell sick.. was sneezin the whole day.. becoz i stayed in an aircon room for more den half a day.... din realli enjoyed myself until the telematches.. haha thou i was refeerin the captain's ball.... i was concentrating on basketball instead haha.. wooooops.. blew the wrong foul... instead of blowing for captain's ball.. i blew for basketball.. MAH LUUU haha..

Went home... even worst.. i dunno if this is rite of mi to post it online.. but hu cares... i saw another woman in my house with my dad... and she isn't my mum.. haha funny hor.. got pissed.. slammed the door and ran out... together with jaysen..... den i went to cry my hearts out.. haiz... den decided to go punggol cc... went there liaoz.. francis, allister and hong wen keep on jokin abt the ghost thing.. haiz it made mi feel even worst... its like they are all laughin at mi... it feels bad.. so wat if i can see things... so wat if they are ghosts... so wat.. i can see den see la.. no nid always come make fun rite... but wat to do ppl always do tt to mi haha.. *accepted the fact* den played some bball... jaysen, mi, allister and shu hai was in one team... den i expected things to go wrong with jaysen's style of playin and the other guys... they said things abt him again... like "why play so rough", "wanna show off ah", "hold the ball so tight for wat" haiz... GUYS get a life.. its a game... tt was wat i wanted to say on fridae.... but i din... haiz

Everything is like pressuring mi... soon i will burst on in tears and mayb jump down the building haha hu noes.. haah... i was wondering why every court has their own style of playing.. its like can't they like try to respect individual's playing style.. jaysen oso another one.. after the game.. say alot of things... why cant he accept the fact tt different areas different "culture"... haiz he toked abt it until todae.. wat the hell... haiz... i nid to get a life myself too... i cant be like this forever.. mayb i will kill myself todae.. hu noes'' haha

A new life would be great for mi.... but this life is oso cool and funky.. cant bare to leave it.. haah ain't juz so ironic!