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Me Myself & I
Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering
Always follow your heart, not your mind...
Loves
Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting
Detest
Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!
Desire
A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts
Friends
Tagboard
Those Days
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Monday, December 13, 2004
Life is ever changing....
Its been days since i updated my blog haha.. got so tied up with events tt i ferget totally abt it haha.. these few days its been a long and yet somewhat pain weekend.... I've so called have been contacted with PMS.. like wat jaysen said, mayb i have... haha but i noe sth is bothering mi... its like i have this moody feelin in mi... and its not welcomin at all... i feel tt sth is up and is very sensitive... juz like if jaysen juz give mi a sigh and looks away i will tink he's mad with mi.. or he is juz very tired i get very agitated and tinks he is mad with mi again... but he is not..
Its been a few times tt he raised his voice at mi but i dunno y i will juz start crying... its nv him to raise his voice at mi at anything.... or even pushin my hand away with anger while we are playing... he has nv done tt... ever since all these angry staff started... my mood has changed ive become ever sensitive and moody... and another prob tt he is facing is his parents... i dunno how he can stand them.. if its for mi i would have moved out the very minute i can... but he is totally amazing... haha
During the weekend.... we din realli do much.. we onli went out with my mama... met karjun at borders and played bball at sengkang cc(its a half indoor court, nice!).... went to cdc to help out and sundae we stayed at home... sundae i was supposed to go for a bbq but i din i'm so sori allister and gang hahaha.... its was kinda late and i'm suppose to go home for dinner... den at nite i'm suppose to follow them to och.. but i din haha... sth came up haha..... but och is chicken feet haha.. the world outside is more scary den wats inside haha...
And now i'm at jaysen's house typin my blog haha... asked if he could help mi pay my m1 bill... and sulk and was like angry to give mi the money... haiz mayb i should have done sth abt it... but i remembered he sayin he would pay last months bill... i tink he fergetten abt tt.. nvm.... i juz feel so sad abt everything... and now he is like "ignoring" mi haha..mayb i'm tinkin too much... been at his house for half an hour and done nth but stare at him do house work haha... its always the case... coming back tonite for dinner with his folks.. haha hungry haha...
Life will nv stay the same, it is always changing and nv the same... so will love too.. why do u tink there is so many break up and suicide cases haha... peace be with crappy_doo!!! haha
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