Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
sad yet angry
I'm now beri confused... i have no idea if i'm sad or angry now... juz went whackin my toilet wall up haha... though it was pain but its nice... haha cried ALOT!!! haha... i dunno why sialz... but i noe my body is not reacting to wat my brain wans it to haha.. for example.. when jaysen is going home. i will tell myself its alrite... he can stay another time... but i still go on crying haha.. but is it natural? haha dunno beats mi!

I've juz thought of sth... i realised tt during my courtship period, i've not got any flowers, letters, cards, gifts yes.. onli a few.. haha i've nv got wat a gal would like to have from a guy... haha but expected.. jaysen is not of a shopper and he tinks those are crap... haha like for todae.. i was teaching my cousin maths... while he was slping on the table at the food court... haha tt was realli funny.. den we went walk walk... i went to precious thots... and saw this cute and lovely music box.. i called him in.. he saw the thing... gave a gesture and a "Hmmm" den he walked out... haha how nice... i love tt box... so i'm gonna get it.. haha but my bf like doesn't care abit.. haha mayb its juz my life and mi haha... den precious thots have many cute figurings... there was like babys and wedding, boys and gals, it was juz so cute and lovable... haha but when i wanted to show it to him.. he went missing haha... but its alrite i'm used to it.. but juz abit bothered... den we went to action city... we juz walked ard and i saw some cute things.. showed it to him.. but he juz gave a smile and walked away.. haha EXPECTED!... haiz... i doubt he will nv react to any of this cute things... except mi haha...

I've done lots of surprises and gifts for him... but i've not got anything surprising from him... except my christmas present... and the hand made flower haha... haha i doubt he would oso la... even to him its a surprise but he will juz get lazy to start doin it... haha... juz like i have a intuition tt he will nv start writing "love letters" even though he said he will becoz wheneva he takes the pen up... he will say.. darn i'm lazy.. ahhh i will write it tml.. haha den it goes on for days... haha

All tt i've received from him is his utmost love... mayb tt is enough but i'm still a gal haha.. i need to be pamper rite! haha.. i tink tt is all.. complain letter ended!