Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Family

Alvin
Amira
Audrey
Brenda
ChouKin
GhimHian
Jasmin
JiaYuan
Joseph
LohBiao
Melvin
Samson
Sheryl
Stanley
WanLin
YongShen

Ministry of Savoir-Faire

Haha.. here i am again... and with jaysen no sound slp on the bed.. and mi here crying myself to slp... haha its been a long time since i eva slept early... my most ultimate wish is juz for mi to actually fall aslp on jaysen arms... bfor he actually slps... haha and i mean realli aslp as in even a drop of pin falls i cant hear it.. haha but nv has it actually happened... haah here i am tinking of the impossible to be possible.. he is forever tired and shagged... not enough of slp.. too much work.. saving ppl lifes... haha and to mi i juz want a gd nite when i can actually feel his love... haiz... its totally impossible... i'm actually going through my so called "40th year marriage..." he is juz so content with mi tt he take mi for granted... nv fail to do so.. he may not feel tt way but to mi it does.. he doesn't noe it and always tink i'm juz throwing tantums... haha wat the fuckk... he onli gave mi flowers on valentines day and so on and forth on occasion.. i'm wondering if he needs relationship advices on how to humour a gal... haha yup he does.. he consults my MUM!!!!... haha wat a relationship i have.. a bf hu treats mi for granted, and consults my mum whom he tinks is more appropiate to tok to... and mi crying to slp everytime he stays over...

So on my account... i have firmly decided... no more nite stays for him.. so i dun have to cry myself out... make more frens male or females... even if he doesn't agree to it... and as for the consultation.. i dun realli care.. haha i juz want to have a normal relationship to my expectations... as in where the guy does things he wans to please a gal... haha i juz wan him to feel tt i'm still his gf and not wife... not until he gives mi the ring haha.... To mi if he doesn't do wat bf does.... and keep on treating mi as his wife.. i dun tink we can last.. honestly... and mi still crying here... haha and he on the bed as usual dreaming.... fuck it haha.... so no more nite stays and no more complains tt he cant accompany his family...

no loves tonite... no expectations.... tons of tears to collect and one silly bf...