Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Haiz
Its been four days since duchess passed away... she has been cremated... haiz.. i still miss her so dearly... sth seems to be missing ever since she left.. its like when she was alife ppl take it for granted tt she's there.. when she's gone.. u miss her... ppl onli start to value others when they are gone.. why?? i dunno haiz...

It beens days since sch reopen.. and today was the first day i skipped sch... haha my record continues.. haha mi and shi jie seem to be a bit weird still.. the distance is there... after so much of conflict and staff.. and mi being the bad guy... haiz.. its always the case.. and today wheni met my bball mates... two of my frens are falling apart haiz.. why god plan all this juz to test us or wat... haiz... i dun realli tink i will be ppl the same after being fucked upside down and been thrown down to hell liddat.. i have to learn to be selfish and tink for myself rather den being the gd guy but yet been spited upon... haiz.... i miss amira... miss my sec sch days... miss my pri sch days... being a grown up is tiring and manipulative... haiz... juz like my mum... she is a well versed english speaking person but yet.. she frens can onli fill one plam... haiz dun feel like myself... nv want to be pushed ard again... and pitied upon by others or even give them a chance to stab mi from the back.. nv nv again... i hate the feeling... its like they dun understand u fully but yet they want to and onli tink one sided and nv double sided... why i dunno... why muz they always tink of the negative side and nv the positive side.. haiz crap... anywayz tt is all..

I love u dear... haiz miss u so... onli u understand mi fully and accept hu i am truly...