Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Saturday, December 17, 2005
My coming new mi
Sch has been the same... ive finally faced the fact tt life is harsh at times... but thx to the crash course given by amira and jaysen on how to survive this harsh time of mi trying to find hu i am... Its called identity crisis... haha i dunno wat i wan, wat i do or even wat i dun wanna do.. i juz do... I noe fahmy and jon they all may not like a gal to be with them cause it maybe a nuisance to them... and i noe shi jie is trying hard to ferget wat has happen and help mi... but i dun realli tink anything like this will help mi now... so i've learnt to juz do wat eva is in line for mi or juz be alone... its not bad being alone actually i've found the joy in tt... but when u see others laughing away and joking.. it hurts but its reailty... In working life its even worst den wat i'm experiencing... haha but i tink i can handle it until i get my diploma and so on and forth...

Having competitions now.. lost to quan fong which is enuice team haha... got hit in the face.. and was quite pissed with my own team mates... losing the ball even when there is no one defending them haiz... lost to giving possesion of ball haha.. (dunno how to explain) haha... but sth happened to jaysen's family and we are quite sad and worried... but i may lose precious time with him in the future and other moments tt we now have and do.... i dun tink i will be seeing him much often in the coming future and i dun realli like it... but i cant help it... haiz.... everytime i hear the words i have to go home... my heart aches and i juz wanna hop into a cab and go home lay on my bed and juz stare and imagine his here with mi... but life is cruel haha... so i cant help it haha....

anywayz.. hope for the beta... haha cya again