Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Thursday, April 13, 2006
new term
Sch is starting soon... and i'm starting to hate my life... i sometimes juz feel like ending it as there is no meaning in anything i do... wat eva happy things tt happen in the morning or afternoon will be destoryed by things in the nite... Nth ever goes rite... mayb i'm juz too freaking perfectionist!!! I"M SO SORRY FOR MI BEING TT WAY.....

I tot my life will turn for the beta this holiday but it din realli did... nth has changed i dunno why i feel tt way but guys are always guys... they onli care for GUYS!!!... and i dunno why i would even bother to care or count them in, in everything i do...

FOR THE RECORD:

- I hate AH bengs hu smoke and yell as if they own the court/place.
- I hate people hu scold others even when the other party is apologetic.
- I hate guys hu are not romantic! every guy should have a sense of romance in them....
- I hate people hu onli plan their day without tinking abt others...
- I hate bballers who take a game too seriously! Its just a game... either u lose or win... u cant choose so juz live with it!...
- I hate guys who looks down on gals players... dun tink gals are juz for sex!
- I hate guys who stares at mi as if i offended them when i dun even noe them!!!!
- I hate guys who acts like a fucker on court and tinks he owns the place!

I hate alot of things in my life.. i juz feel like ending them so much and quickly!... nth is in snyc here!!...

I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate my freaking life.. i wonder why am i still living.... i dun like wat i'm going through i hate so much i want changes i need changes... but i cant take the stress here or there or wherever anymore.. i'm stressed, i hate, i'm gone, i'm dead!