Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

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A medium Shetland Sheepdog
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Alvin
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Stanley
WanLin
YongShen

Ministry of Savoir-Faire

haiz.. today din realli had a pleasant bball training.. its my very first blow up during girls training.. haiz.. din realli like tt feeling but as usual i cant control my temper.. haiz..

the story:
Training is being conducted by zhu and james and i tink joel too.. as alfred needs to be home with his cute little baby, jocab... so training was ok... and new members joined after the long absence from mi.. haha i tink they are sec 1s onli and from the church... mainly... anyone sec 2 and below are kids to mi so i treated them as kids and played with them as kids... nv once serious...

next... after training as usual its full court.. and i've been waiting for it... since dunno when.. so zhu grouped mi with beatrice, jasmine, three kids... six vers six... firstly i din tink much of the grouping as usual i'm always grouped away from lala, adeline, wan lin haha... so i juz said ok lets start... mainly my form is off.. and i suck but i din realli care its not the first i'm off.. haah den slowly... fouls were called on the opponent more or rather onli for the opponent team and my team mates were hit, whacked, elbowed, kicked.. etc i'm immuned to it so i'm ok.. but the kids... my heart were in pain as they were like small a little bigger den zhu's thigh and they are facing a wall of danger... so i started to get mad at james and i blew my temper... i started to be 'myself' as in the one with guys.. and started elbowing my gals(opponent)... after i cooled down a bit i realised i'm hurting them so i stop playing... my god i'm evil!!. i juz waited for the match to end... and wanted to rush home and wail the whole damn nite.. but beatrice come up to me and comfort mi.. there.. i started crying like a little baby cursing, swearing, yelling, shouting... i nv liked playing rough on small kids... i can play with them but not rough to the extend where i even touch them... i would juz play smart and not play hard... they are just kids... haiz.. but anywayz... i'm cool now.. haha cleared the air... but still blame myself for not being able to help those kids and yet hurt my players.. haiz... i'm evil dude!