Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Friday, December 01, 2006
Moody day
Today is moody day... Stanley is sad and moody cause of some reason.. (--I'm sorry my fren..) but stan u will always be our good fren and we will stand by u always...

Today i lost my pride and the respect i earned on the court... i lost it all to james and jaysen... they took my pride away in juz a few mins and stepped on the respect i had in a few seconds.. i'm angry, sad and empty now.. i have no words, idioms or phrases to say or do... i feel so trampled on and so wasted... no one understand wat i have done for them on the court or wat... all on juz one word.. 'experience' its enough to throw mi down kissing the floor.. yup i sweared i wun go back to train anymore since i'm not needed or wat... either am i improving or wat... all i'm doing is teachin the kids and helping them but ppl said tt i'm not experienced enough to teach or wat.. yup i am not.. and so we are you still coming to mi asking mi things abt bball? since ur so great and wow-ed dun come find mi k... i'm not in ur league get ut frens.. hu? frencis, justin, ming koon, mason?? hu else ah zhong? go and get them and play with them lor.. i'll juz hang out with my sch frens... no prob.. at least they respect mi... at least they give mi the pride i wan... at least they dun base ppl on experience but base on how they are like... so go ahead and do wat ever things u wan... or james wat ever u wan.. i noe i'm nv in the picture but i'm trying to draw myself in it.. but somehow i'm always erased off... and i try again... i'm tired.. i'm drawing myself in another picture and definately not with u two..

bye!