Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Thursday, January 25, 2007
dreams
I've had a bad night last night... i dreamt of 'him' again... its been years but i will still have dreams of 'him'... den i will start to create my own defense line ard my frens or ppl once again... i realli dun wish to do so this time.. i need to overcome this fear.. everytime when i tink tt i'm over it.. it will come back and haunt mi at night... having sleepless nights may help mi forget abt 'him' but i'm tiring myself out alot... i dunno how long more can i hold... i feel like crying out but i noe i will worry jaysen... i feel like telling someone but i'm afraid they will see me in a diff way... but even if i say it.. it will be the same story over again... haiz.. i have to overcome this somehow by myself by my own strength...