Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Monday, March 05, 2007
A bad day!
Hmmm exams are over like finally haha... last week i onli concentrated on my exams and the wu zun series haha.. and nth else...

exams were fine except for maths paper haha.. hope i still can get a B for it haha... this time i seriously studied and were prepared for most of the chpts of 2133 and 2004 paper haha.. i'me surprised.. this muz be the influence of yuan and shi jie, as they are always studying in front of me haha... hmmmm and guess wat i'm actually watching ELLA from SHE series... MY GOD!!! i dun realli like SHE... (pardon me SHE fans, please dun kill me!!) dunno why mayb becoz they are always acting cute with those high pitch voices haha.. juz cant stand it.. they give mi goose bumps!! hmmm but anywayz i bought all three parts so tt i could watch the handsome wu zun!!! haha... my god he is handsome... nice features and plus he is rich and best of all a national basketballer from brunei... haha where can u get a guy like him.. but still he's from brunei.. me in singapore!! haha yaya...

Hmmm tt was all for last week... haha hmmm today i fought with jaysen... actually we've been fighting since friday... haiz.. mayb cause my period is coming so my temper is realli bad.. plus stress and stuff... hmmm but today was the worst, i actually decided to end this relationship with him... i was tired and i do not wan to continue with the fighting and he humouring me and forgetting abt why we fight and in the end we fight again somehow over the same old matter from the previous fights... the details are too much to describe or say.. but more of him doing sth or saying sth tt is indirectly or directly saying tt i'm being spoilt or sth tt realli turns my mood bad... haiz.. i cant be the girl he wans mi to be... someone hu saves money, study hard, dun onli have fun, acc him 24/7 and ignore my frens.. i cant.. and he cant be the guy tt i wan too, help and love everybody we noe, go out and have fun with mi, spend on mi, eat good food, enjoy life... so i decided abt it... but in the end he managed to presuade mi to give this relationship a chance... so yup after so much crapping we are still together... hmmm this chance is for mi not to regret tt i din give him a chance in the future... but i hope it does work out.. cause its been three years and i've strong feelings to this relationship... hmmm wish mi luck bahz... haha

yup yup crap crap crap today.. but it feels good to crap it out... rather den keeping it inside haha... hmmm k la tt is it haha i'm going to sleep... rebonding my hair tmr haha.. bye cya!!

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