Me Myself & I

Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Loves

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Detest

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

Desire

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Friends

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Those Days
Monday, March 10, 2008
9th of march 2008....
Life hasn't been that smooth lately and i tink i'm the sole cause of it.. hmmm i tink ever since jaysen did those things to me and broke off with mi.. i did turned paranoid, sensitive and super insecure abt things.. i hate this me where all my confidence and self esteem are getting lower when a problem rises... i need to be strong...

Many of my friends are encouraging me to stay strong and time will heal all my wounds to get back the strong, confident and independent jessica.. haha whilst in progress of doing so... problems start arising and again wondering and pondering starts in my mind.. haiz.. i juz feel like running away and just be MIA for a while and return fresh again... yuan u know wat i mean rite..

I tot of flying to denmark or america to find yuan or saurav and juz enjoy my time there... time with no worries and problems.. but its so selfish of mi to run away.. and not face the problem... haha i'm so contradicting myself.. haha.. yup yup...

OOOO i went to malaysia yesterday for juz 30 mins and i came back to singapore... haha juz for pumping petrol haha... it was quite fun la.. shall do it more.. and i had a great ride yesterday too.... just to unwind myself.. thanks to that person who rode me ard.. i shall keep his name off this post for some reason... haha but it was nice to have someone hu can lend mi a shoulder or back to lean on when i'm depressed or juz utterly sad... yup haha thanks frens..

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