Jessica
20 already
23/02/1988
Nanyang Poly
Dip in Mechatronics Engineering

Always follow your heart, not your mind...

Family
Him
Friends
Basketball
Shopping
Crapping
Sleeping
Chatting

Ants - more of afraid!!
No Money....
Pimples~~
Skin Peeling....
Backstabbing friends
Bitches
Jerks, Bastards and Assholes
Guys who tinks they are big shots!

A medium Shetland Sheepdog
My)hosis Shawl
Driving License
Sports Bag
New Bikini
BIG TEDDY BEAR
Digital Camera
Havaianas Slippers
NewUrbanMale Tokyo Singlet
NewUrbanMale Germany Singlet
New Wallet
Tepanyaki Dinner Treat at Pacific Hotel
More Blouses/Shirts

Family

Alvin
Amira
Audrey
Brenda
ChouKin
GhimHian
Jasmin
JiaYuan
Joseph
LohBiao
Melvin
Samson
Sheryl
Stanley
WanLin
YongShen

Ministry of Savoir-Faire

PAIN is all i feel now.. but i have no idea how my smiles are actually showing.. i saw jaysen with another girl yesterday.. a tall skinny fair skin girl.. i'm jealous yes i am.. but i cant do anything abt it.. its his life and he has distorted his image in me.. i have no idea who is this jaysen anymore..

I've been hurt by a few guys.. but i cant seem to hate them.. and yet i still wanna care for them willingly.. but they dun seem to understand or realise the fact.. i dunno why.. i tink i need to hate someone in order to let the hurt fade away.. but how do i do so.. yes i've many friends, but why do i always fall for guys who would hurt mi real bad in the end..

I'm tired of guys playing with mi.. but yet i love my life so much... and i keep on reminding myself of the hurt i have but i still seem to let history repeat itself.. i shall not mention names here.. but the guys who have done things to hurt mi.. u should know it urself.. running and avoiding things is not the issue here.. face it.. i'm already exhausting myself... i was miserable for a few months abt jaysen.. den u came in the picture and later u did the same thing as jaysen.. and made mi even more miserable.. it wasn't easy at all to overcome the tears and pain.. but all u did was avoid.. i dunno wat happened but i din get any answer and the puzzle is unsolved.. but still i cant seem to hate either u or jaysen.. but the pain is always there beneath the smiles and laughters the others gave mi when u disappeared.. but still i care unknowingly and wish for the best.. haiz.. my heart is torn into pieces and i'm wondering when i can realli mend this breakage...

I broke down yesterday too.. i'm so sorry kent and han shen.. i'm sure i was a burden to you guys yesterday.. crying like a big baby on the streets.. its been so so long ever since i've cried like this.. it was a great relief.. it felt like after keeping quiet for so long i've burst out and let go.. but i'm still sorry... i've just been too stress with affairs of the heart and i'm trying ot hide it.. but still i tink u guys know abt it.. haha thx for being there for mi..

i'm just one silly girl!..